1.04pm
It scares me that it's only twelve days until Christmas. Every single year it creeps up on me without me noticing and I'm never really sure how I feel about it. That makes it sound like a complicated thing but it really isn't. I know that some people (i.e. Gemma) don't like surprises, but I love them so Christmas has lost a lot of the stuff that used to make me so excited about it. But tonight I should be ordering a new mp3, which is my Christmas present from my nan, so I can hardly be so ungrateful as to say that it doesn't make me excited to be getting that present, or others that I have.
Also I realised today that it's less than a month until I have to take one of my GCSE English Language exams, because our school takes them a few months early. I know I shouldn't rely on being able to retake them, but there is slightly less pressure, because if I totally screw up I can retake them in the summer, along with everyone else, which is reassuring. But anyway, it's still scary that we have to do semi-important exams so soon, because I still see myself as having years (ok, months) until I have to start being responsible and revising and all that stuff. Eurgh.
Anyway, enough of the weird scary stuff that really doesn't need to be said. I'm going to go and write really silly emails.
todd.kitsune@gmail.com