2.01pm I had a really emotional moment in church today. I think most people thought I was having a nervous breakdown or something, but I managed to wipe away the tears and carry on singing. I felt totally overwhelmed. It was amazing, really. I can't wait until I can run around in just t-shirts again. I can't wait until I can feel the sun shining on my back. I can't wait until I have to wear sunscreen. I'm going to have to wait, but it's going to be beautiful when it comes again. I just thought about football last summer and got a shiver down my spine. How sad I am. Everybody seems to think I'm crazy when I mention the magical feeling of cheering with 30,000 other people. The feeling you get when everyone knows the song you're singing. When people laugh and cry in the same 90 minutes because of some strangers kicking some plastic sphere. It's crazy but I love it. I'm being rad and listening to music really loud. My aunt reckons that due to listening to my Mp3 and going to concerts I'm going to be deaf by the time I'm 50. Mind you, with all the additives and E-numbers I eat according to her I'm pretty much doomed already anyway so I might as well have fun with the time I have left. What is it about getting comments that makes you feel like you're special? Maybe it's just me. But I always feel like people actually want to read my actual thoughts, not just the ones that I tell everyone every day, and that makes me feel like, just maybe, I could possibly be a relatively Ok person. ----- Grace is amazing. We are getting on really well at the moment. I don't know why now is different to last week. But it is.