Listening to: Coldplay - White shadows
Feeling: fabulous
4.31pm
I am feeling a lot better today. I had a rather boring day at school, but then I don't think that any days at school are exactly extrodinarily interesting.
I have solved some things in my mind that were annoying me, and I think things are Ok now. Which is better for me.
I was thinking today about keeping in contact with people. I've hardly kept in contact with anyone from my primary school, really only the people that I have to see. Not that I don't want to see them, just that I haven't made a special effort to contact them. I really want to stay in contact with all of my friends at the moment, but I don't know what it will be like when it comes for us to leave. It's going to be really sad I think, to leave everyone behind and go and start new things. My email account will be well and truly in use when I leave school. I know so many people that my mum has tried to keep contact with and failed, and it's so sad that such good friends can be lost just because there is not enough effort made.
But then again, maybe people are meant to come into your life, make an impact, touch you in some way, and then leave you so that the point can just be emphasised. I know that I don't want my friendships to just rot away, I'd rather they ended on a high and we were seperated than to have a fight or for us just to contact each other less and less as time goes on.
except for Jesus. apparently he was perfect.