well productivity was not productive in the slightest for my school work...but it was quality time with my boyfriend so it was worth it...not much to do while babysitting i have to do my christmas shopping....im so f-----g bitter at the holidays..it just is that tiime of the year when my relatives try to shove food down my throat and spend "quality time" with me asking me about school and school and why ive lost weight and why im wearing black lipstick...they dont atually know me but i guess, christmas is so overcommercialised! honestly, it doesnt matter what you get people especially children it all ends up sitting there anyways. woulnt we all just love to own a major toy company at this time of year??? we would make billions (bitter sarcastic tone)well though i guess even though its lost its origional meaning, i guess it does give me time off of school to finish reading silence of the lambs, and i do get to spend time with my family which is cool even though they dont actually know me, whoa freak i just realized that the only people who actually know me are my 3 best friends zachary, james, and my boyfriend lawrence...holy... anyways - question of the day: why does frued have to be dead????