yeaup - this stupid class sucks - im going to play in the rain after school - its perfectly miserable out and im not really enjoying it because i was supossed to be with james tonight. and all of today instead of in class sitting herre waiting for becca to come help me with my braindead essay on photosynthesis...i hate bio and im having issues with every mother figure in my life. no biggie there but the bio teacher just pulled that mother tone on me and now i feel like a puppie who just got kicked or yelled at...grrr....james cant make it to school today but i understand he needs a ride and he is scared of getting caught ....i dont blame him he doesnt need a fucking sex offence and i dont want to risk his medical licence or school funding so i will live withought james and deal with the posibility of loosing him in the next two years.....