awww jeese this house is insane, mom is suddenly being nice again, i dont get the woman, i supose i never will, she came home at 5:30 last night, and was nice, she didnt yell once, i mean yeah the house was clean but it always is when i babysitt, what the fuck!! i just dont know...anyways, talked to lawrence last night, i was in one of my weird moods (i live in weird moods, im always confusing people i walk up and start talking about random ass shit, like pickles, or some crappy 80's band...they will be talking about school ill walk up "anybody got a pickle to write with??" lol i miss the guys, i havent had a really good fucked up conversation in weeks) anyways, yeah, i know that sounds cheesy above but thats me i spose, james is coming home today (the car broke down and ben ended up drunk and peed on his step dads keyboard, lol, gotta love new years, lol) we are going to hang out tommorrow, im trying to think of something practical to wear, james and i might end up running from people for some reason or another, he only looks like a prep, he takes amusment in getting thrown out of places and banned, well i dont actually have anything much practicle to wear (really big pants, trench coats) meh, were going to hang out at the mall of america, and probably some other stuff to, we dont really have anymoney but we have bens car and i have 27 dollars. meh lol im anticipating trouble, with the car or something else, meh who cares, i love cky, aw shit i just remembered i have t o get my dad to let me go with jim, should be easy though. meh so anyways, i supose, im going to go watch these videos i found on the cky cd i borrowed from lawrence, there such a cool band....