so yeah mom all took my visits with james away because we asked her about if we could see each other because allthough we are still best friends we also like each other "in that way" so yeah this so blows! he is my best friend she said that if he even hugged me she would get him thrown in jail for third degree sex offence. anyways yeah...this sucks we hung out at the club saturday night, and that was hella fun/killer...boy is a great kisser and a great friend - not to mention dead sexy in bondage! lol anyways i do wish it wasnt a ghetto club but yeah now we are all plotting against this little rule of my mothers because its bullshit - james and i could easily ignore our feelings other then friendship for a few years its already been almost a whole year of complete ignorance to each others other feelings but yeah....meh i gotta get back to work!