answer to the above question - idiots talking, and typing. so yes i went to the club and that was not as bad as it always is - exept lawrence was there and we talked (my brother and i invited him), the whole fucking time he was trying to get back with me...irritating - "i love you from the bottome of my heart", followed by "there plenty of other girls i could go out with and like and who want to go out with me, and who my friends want to set me up with" yeah way to go baby! - anyways i saw ben, that was hella killer- fuck made me happy! he gave his number to me again and was all super gentle with the burns on my arm. yeah and i was talking to james last night and my fucking phone died - i love you james! ever so much!...WHOOO less then a month till he gets home WHOO WHOO!!!