jeeze that essay on who my hero is due this friday i have got to think of someone to write about for the essay yet i cant hardly think straigh caue im to damn frustated with this girl playing with my best friend james.. god i could kill her he is so fucked up cause of her yet my friendship with james and how much i really do care about him can kinda conflict at times with how i feel about my boyfriend lawrence. jeeze i care about them both so much but at times i cant tell who is needing me more though right now i have decided that i must do my best to help them no matter what...my boyfriend was late to school today but walked up to me and gave me a black rose made out of feathers endlessly sweet of him its very pretty. anyways where was i the essay or my best friend well anyways yesturday i hung out and text messeged back and forth with james and we talked and he told me no matter what he would never hurt himself cause that would hurt me and that is against him - i do love the to ever so much. but anyways this fucking essay - jeeze am i screwed. i could right an opposite and write how a person is not my hero - yes im still ever so bitter at my father for ditching me this weekend for the tenth millionth time...