aw the late night conversations, so sweet, so yeah obviously i stuck with the calling at insane hours at night ("caaset i like our late night conversations you calling me tonight??") well i passed out at about 10:04 after i made two comments to myself the first "Where the hell is my pillow" and "hey thats odd i have dirt on my floor!!!" i all passed out... only to wake up at 12:51 - i called james anyway - so yeah we all sat there and talked it was sooo cool. (i sound like a prep - but thats ok sometimes) and i will quote "you caaset are an unbelievable woman" (insert a shit load of nervouse gigles here - thank god i didnt actually do that but i did blush, but that doesnt matter because it was on the phone - he is currently living 3 states away and i was in the dark in my room, and on top of all those factors hearing him say that and how he said it kinda took my breathe away and made my heart skip a beat or two so i didnt really have any air to gigle) so yeah anyways - theres three things that need to happen first 1> he wont ask me out till i am at least 17 and out of high school 2> the distance he needs to come home 3> me and lawrence need to figure us out and whats the deal between us because i still care about him and this whole relationship lately seems to be one huge drama. james wont go out with a person in high school because its such a drama filled time and i need to focus on school. and theres alot of other stuff like that and then theres the whole he lives in kansas thing...and the whole lawrence thing. anyways yeah - i just set my friend tabbi up on this site which is cool and lawrence and i are still completely insane - off again on again and high school is such a drama...