mom is teaching the kids to hate me and think im a loser again, she says this stuff right in front of me "you dont want to be a loser like her, she is failing school, she isnt going to get into a college, shes going to end up no where, you dont want to be stupid like her, you dont want to be screwed up like her, you dont want to be such a fuckup like your big sister etc. etc." its just not worth it i cant cry in front of her, that would make me loose what little pride i have left around her, and i cant snap and flip out cause she is my mom, i just want to leave, i dont want to live here anymore, when im a psychologist and im making 120,000 a year im just going to leave the state and not talk to her till i run into her akwardly at my sisters graduations, i know its stupid and petty and shallow, but her comments really fucking hurt alot...