reading threw these stupid e-mails in my stupid e-mail account accidently read this forward the first sentence was what if you lost your best friend and you never got to tell them how you feel one last time. i cried, yeah, im so worried james is ticked at me. but i know that if we like lost eachother for somereason the other would just die (or kill themselves) we are just to that point where he would defend me even if i was in the wrong and i will never leave his side, he could violate all of my beliefs and i would stick by him just so long as he did not hurt me or anyone else. grrr im loosing my fucking brain