got the e-mail from james explaining his past. hes changed alot, i knew he was going to commit suicide at one point but for some reason didnt (thank you jezus) and i knew that he had changed but anyways i read the e-mail and i just noticed how passionate his way of speaking was. it was so sad...i could cry lawrence is jelouse and paraniod about james again, blah blah blah worried im going to break up with him, paraniod about college...i care i really do im just apathetic right now to his school problems, he should have thought it out more