well yeah i got paraniod last night because of how lawrence phrased something, i thought that he was going to leave me for another girl (i have a rule if your going to leave me for someone it damn well be another guy because i cant compare myself to them.) well anyways, were all ok...just a little insane for the time being. my mouth tastes like ketchup aka lunch - i dont eat lunch at least not real food - ketchup works...i know im a freak