yeah, um....hanging out in a miniskirt...i really dont know man, ive got this lump in my throat, yeah, i cant get rid of james, ill be in the middle of something and just random ass images or conversations with him will pop into mind. it doesnt hurt but its just there and it doesnt have a word for it....it doesnt hurt hurt but i miss him, maybe its longing for the past when i had my best friend.....jake bought me a rose and stuff.....hes nice.....urg!