not much is happening - increasing bitterness at lawrences (my ex's)n stupidity. bla bla hes terrified of growing up - i want to smack him and tell him to grow the fuck up - even though im terrified for my future as well i dont get moodswings because im scared - fuck it will all work out in the end and if it doesnt ill just work harder - but mom says hes a typical musician. note to self - never date another guitar player (ha like thats gonna happen i used to say i would never date a basist and well - james is a bassist so yup, drummers are bad times as well) well its good times with james and school sucks, im going to the drive in with kayla tonight and crashing at her place - thats right a sleepover with my neighbor! ugh im lame.... austin stole my hoodie and now i feel all raped - becuase he doesnt know who tool is and he is two sizes to big for my poor hoodie....anal rape