SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!! i just got my mid term grades i have 11 absences in third hour - jeeze - i dont even know what im going to do - i know im going to put up with the ass kicking i get anyways i know i will put up with the punishment but ya know something - i really am not looking forward to getting beat for it...anyways i can take all the anger and frustration out on the girl who is hurting james so f---ing much...it is painful to see him like that - so depressed and only caring about why the girl hates me so much..its simple really im a tomboy/freak and she is a prissy little prep and i have a habbit of trash talking girly girls... and she is one...anyways yeah im discusted with myself anyways because my gpa right now is only a 2.59 and i could easily be doing at the least a 3.0 its my ditching problem that screws me over so much with that...im going to go practice guitar and sing - let the stress out - workout and stretch to...