yeah sitting here in class theres nothing to do im done with my work - im sitting here messeging bre threw the e-mail system. 15 fucking minutes left of class. nothing to do nothing to do!!!! FUCK THIS BULLSHIT!!!!! urg im just bored. bored bored bored, bored and lonely, lawrence isnt here at school today and none of my other friends are in this class...not like it really matters if lawrence was here - i wouldnt sit next to him - i need some time alone, i went to the club saturday i sat on my own that entire time, i seriously miss james, im kinda so fucking lost without my best friend living in the same state as me...urg!!!!! sad sad sad little child -0 anyways i cant remember where i got that thing to put in my current music slot...not like it matters, you see most people would think im like this because of my breakup with lawrence - but its not im normally like this, well exept for the burning, thats new but that came around before we broke up...la di fucking da, hmmmmm - blow it all up man just blow it all up