so,was talking to jake last night. yeah, i am analyzing people again. i was a little stressed out with who i was lastnight and i asked him why he didnt hate me. he said somthing about, because you havent used me or hurt me yet. wich of course i picked to pieces immediatly, its instinct from when james and i would discuss psychology. which was half of the time. i dont know why but guys with emotional issues, i have a freakish attraction to them, on the otherhand everyone now a days has some major emotional issues. speaking of emotional isues i miss james, very very much, he was my angel lover