yeah anyways - today was kinda cool i saw one of my old friends on the bus, the choir was ready to kill each other and despite how i would normally act in that situation it only made me frustrated and ready to cry...meh emotions my ass! they suck...on the bus i ran into my old friend eddie...that was kick ass! i missed him he is in an art college and todays meeting lacked the old teasing mostly because its been 5 months since we saw each other. i was very loud when he came back to the back of the bus "EDDIE OH MY GOD HOW HAVE YOU BEEN LATELY?????????!!!!!!" i sounded like a mother fucking prep..i ran up and gave him a huge hug...we played ketkehup in regards to school and how life was going...he told me that i looked good and had changed my look again (i was in school uniform) and that he always teased me for my jeans and big cloths (thats as much as an opology as you will ever get but hey im just happy to see him again) it was good times he gave me his e-mail address...and i fully intend to e-mail him very soon - but tonight i have alot of homework to do...im such a fucking nerd...anyways today so far was good times...lets pray that the kids i babysitt dont fuck my mood over...im fucking schitzo today