so i guess im going on a date with jake on sunday, i didnt think it was a date but jamie seems to think it is. i dont know, i talked to jake yesturday night, larry is being a dick again and theres no more best friend to give me advice anymore, but anyways, moms letting me go see the trans-siberian orchestra with jake, its gonna be hardcore. talked to shaker. hes mucking threw school. i wonder when bhsu has finals overwith? that way maybe i can have my best friend back for a while. jesse told me not to let it all get me down i was to nice of a chick to let all this shit get me down but i dont know, he asked if i wanted to come shopping with him, guess shopping makes him feel better, just makes me feel worse, but whatever. i dont know. i want to catch me a hot guy by the name of simon. lol but yeah. jake is sweet, but i dont know, i do know that i dont want to go to dance tonight, im tired and sick of it all! today is a very warm thirty three degree's out and yup. thats good. moms taking my unlined army coat in the hopes that i will wear my new lined army coat. i will but its not that cold today. shit, yesturday though man. shit gtg.