well yeah lastnight was not good, well once again one of the loopers decided to fucking insult me cause they are prissy fucking church people! im anti religion and a tomboy. anyways i got called a dirty little boy by kevin and his sister is the one who fuckedwith james, stupid whore! anyways yeah, but apparantly james told kristin about the whole thing with lawrence last year...i flipped but calmed down a little beforei got home and could call (we are both lucky for that) i was ready to freak out and cry, i lashed out on lawrence but anyways i made james cry because after he realized that the thing with lawrence last year should still be a secret he felt horrible and got super pissed at himself and cried - that i something i never ever want to hearagain. that was just painful but we are both best friends still, jesus i feel like such a bitch but i felt hurt and betrayed when i called him - moral of the story wait half an hour before swimming and wait a few hours before calling to ask your best friend if they betrayed you.... it was an accident on both of our parts....so sad