yeah not to much going on here, mom hasnt talked to me exept to tell me to stay out of the room she is in, it kinda killed my self esteem quite a bit, actually made me cry (nothing really has made me cry in the past 3 years), anyways so yeah i was kinda fucked in the head, then james saved me again, (i was about to loose it and have a pyro freak out, only i never go pyro without also going into my thing for knifes, blood does not burn though) anyways yeah now that im scaring the world...my friends are just like me...our generation will one day rule the world, dont worry me and my fucked up friends refuse to have kids...so the world might still be safe...but whatever anyways, i was sitting there contemplating the idea of burning down the house and going to sleep after i lit it on fire, then i realized if i lived i would go to jail, and if i didnt james would have to go to my funeral, either way he would be crushed, and disapointed, so i just layed down with my music and went to sleep...yup...self destructive? go to sleep, anyways, im going to go get dressed, and get ready to go to my dads...the children (aka my parents) i swear they need help, anyways, i was getting dressed. black vynal makes me happy