lawrences birthday is in 11 days, he will be 18, is it illegal for us to keep going out??? (im only 15) im so fucked in the head right now, ive been changing lately, im just not who i used to be all the time, i dont get it but anyways, i will ask james if he has noticed a difference in me, i got an e-mail (as always) from him to day, it was short though, he will be coming home soon though, like tonight, entry tittle was, "ben, minnesota, need i say more?" gotta love james, he is always able to help me no matter how fucked up shit is...grrrrr, also when have i ever followed the rules??? bloody mother fucking hell!!! grr and such - uh i am off to go be happy and kick somethings ass, RWAWR - ha ha my old trademark, good times (jims trade mark lol) i havent used rwawr in ages meh......DIE!