well, not going to the usual family gathering because as always, i take second to amanda, my boyfriend has depression and i think i miss him, which is wierd, weve only been going out for like two weeks. he grows on you, its crazy. dad, keeps on telling me how my mom fucked up christmas eve....hey it could be worse! my period is late, by like two weeks, so i think somethings wrong.....jake is sad. bre is sad. i hate christmas, i want it to be over, we opened presents earlier, i couldnt even fake it about hte slippers my sister gave me, give me time people, i cant be fake in the mornings. its fucking hard. *lady picture show she hides behind the bedroom door*......