yeaup - james and i are attempting the plotting against my mothers stupid little rule about not seeing eachother...the world seems like a neon wirlwind right now, its all confusing and i think im getting sick again but maybe its just because i get sick in the mornings if i dont eat, i never eat in the mornings, you people are lucky that i eat peiod - i honestly do loathe food with a bitter passion....anyways yeaup....the fact that james is home and i cant see him is seriousely fucking with me! i cant believe it i cant see him.......ive got math work to do but i dont have the notes and i dont get it i have a biology essay due and its not currently getting done, all of my classmates are ignoring me not that it matters....im just bored and tired and i want to travel back in time to last saturday at the club when i was laying on a couch wiith james and had his arms around me....yeaup yeaup yeaup! anyways life moves on i honestly do hope that we will see each other again before he leaves, i invited him to the libraby with me tonight but i doubt he can get a ride to the library and if he can what about coming home from the library...it would only be an hour