well this would be the longesttime its taken to kill little miss romantic side, i dont know talking late nights to james is just hard to stay mean and bitter, i was so touched by the dogtag thing... anyways right now i am super insecure, mom didnt help at all making fun of me cause i was dancing in the living room, fuck at least i have some fun!! jesus, and im the only one up right now it seems (its 140 in the morning in minnesota right now) meh