We've had lots of social gathertings at our place this week, and Dave's come to all of them... I don't mind, I genuinely enjoy the man's company, and he and Kat aren't all over one another, so I've got very little to complain about, really. His presence is a real confidence killer for me, but thats just something I have to live with, and I shouldn't be such a vindictive ass as to bar him from the house because of my own insecurities.

I admit, he did very little wrong. The most I can accuse him of is selfishness. He was never malicious, never manipulative. He simply played an extremely cold neutral stance because he knew it would suit him the best in the end. A crime of omission, if you will. Not much of a crime, either. And this is why I can still enjoy him being around, and respect him as a man. And in getting to know him, I've realized some things.

I know why Kat is so attracted to him.

He is the antithesis to everything that she ever complained about me regarding (vehicle, stable job, money, etc). He's also got a pretty massive stack of world experience that she wishes she had (traveling around asia, for example). The reason things got hit off so well with him so quickly was because, as our relationship weakened, he fit into the holes EXTREMELY nicely. I can understand her POV now, at least from the emotional sense. What that says about the longevity of their fling.... who knows.

I don't know whats going to happen. I don't especially care... there's so much happening in my life right now outside of Kat, I'll post about it later.