I fucking hate Dave. I feel like he snubs me every chance he gets. He just can't seem to bring himself to treat me with anything but the most basic respect that even an animal deserves (IE he doesn't outright mock me and pick on me). He offers beer to everybody but me. He's driving with Kat past me as I walk, to the same place that they're going, in the pouring rain; and he doesn't even stop. He even jokingly swerves my way as he passes. I know he doesn't have much reason to be my best friend, he knows that I don't think very highly of him. But still. He's taken enough from me already, I feel like this is just spitting in my face. Like he has to remind me that, in her eyes (for now at least), he's better than me; he doesn't need to concern himself with something as trivial as picking up his girlfriend's roommate in the fucking rain as they drive past him.

I want to knock his crooked fucking teeth out. I want him to bleed on the ground at my feet. I want him to hurt as I have hurt, because of him.