Got a new job, thank god. I'm working for Telus now (a TV/Phone/Internet provider now) making 10/hr + comission.... I did the math in my head, and I'll be bringing home at least 2000 a month, probably 3000. Considering all my bills add up to like 800 tops, this is going to be a comfortable summer. God its such a relief not to have to worry about money.

On another note... I'm not sure if its because of breaking up with Amanda or what, but I've been thinking about Kat a lot lately... its been more than a year now. How is it that I'm still so unbelievably hung up on the girl even now? Whats worse, she's matured and grown so much in the year since we broke up that I want her back even more... I feel like everything that caused us to fall apart has been solved in each of us, and that things could be amazing again. Or maybe not. Maybe thats just my heart talking. But it won't shut up.