In a small-talk message about her camera that I borrowed for Shambhala, Kat apologized for everything that happened. She says that she still feels guilty about everything that happened, and "I hope you can trust one day, and come to realize that most people aren't as fucked up as me.".
I wish that it made a difference.
i've been given that same bullshit apology before. it's not helpful because we didn't ask for it and it doesn't change the past.
and i rather like our odd, random friendship here.