Ahoy There matties, I just changed the font - a little input would be greatly appreciated. Usually I"m not one for change, but every so often I'll get some crazy idear/ concept in my head and go with it. To be honest, I usually find the best things that works and stick with it. Like my hair; I've practically had the same time ever since I was a wee lad. The only thing I changed within the past eight months is the direction in which I style it; other then that I still do the exact same thing. Granted it may appear to get ver boring at times but I know it works and quite frankly I'm thinking that I'll just end up dying with the exact same hair style as I have now. Don't worry, there are no spikes, flicks or afros, it's conservative but not overly attention grabbing. Not plan but not out-there. Blah. Doubt if it'll ever get me the girl, but if all else fails I guess I could always spend the rest of my life here with you guys right? *Ahem* So now that I have officially wasted an entire paragraph on hairstyles, I believe I shall continue my rambling spree unto the very quaint subject of... *ponders*... Well, to be honest, there are no quiant subjects to type about these days. For me, a quaint discussion comes by way of whoever I'm talking to at the time. For some people it can be as simple as music while for other politics and philosophy may be what they consider to be in that category. And so, I shall dispense with the guessing and try to pick the proper topic which will not only appeal to you, but will also allow me ample opprotunity to express, covertly, what is on my mind. Curious though, at times it may appear as though I don't have one of those. If you want to know the truth, I did most of my reflective thinking in fourth period. Somewhere in between the Anthens and Sparta and their two leagues I just, well, I wouldn't quite call it blanking out I haven't done that since the ninth grade and thus it could not have been that. It was more of a relative zoning out. Somehow the teacher started to quote song titles and chorus' and inadvertently triggered an old song we use to sing in *fixes tie* choir. Yes, I was in a choir as a young child; I'll have you know I was the only baritone there. Alright, so maybe I was that young, but the point is that I had good reason to join. If you must know, my girlfriend @ the time thought it would have been a good idea for us to join together and well... alright, you can stop laughing at me now. See if I ever tell you anything from my awkward days anymore :oP So as I was saying before I interupted myself, the song that popped into my head was "A whole new world." Yes, it was from Alladin, if I recall correctly. But putting aside the fact that the whole meaning of the song was lost in animation, the words are, well, they're more then just there for me. It's not that they remind me of her, because we're just friends now and really I'm not too sure what we were thinking back then, but the words and me thinking it over word-for-word... I don't know. I suppose in a sense I started to think about... wait, what happened to the whole covert thing? I've always had a way about ruining things. *bounces head off of desk* The point is that I really shouldn't be bothering about this so much - whatever will be, will be - "kay- sir-a, sir-a" Or something like that anyway. Why torture myself you ask? Well - for some, pain is pleasure; but that doesn't apply to me. Truth me known I just know that things'll go horribly wrong, and as I previously stated in some entry some time ago, my best bet is just to sit tight and enjoy the ride :o) alright, who am I joking, I couldn't sit tight if my life depended on it; I make a better leader or first officer then I do a subordinate (hence my promotion to Captain) but still - Can't take charge of a situation that has disaster written all over it; right? Might as well take it all, neatly pack it into a bottle/ jar-like contraption and store it in on a shelf remember to neatly mark the "best-before" date. Maybe then one day I'll be able to come back at this. Wver just want to hug someone? Just - like, hug. Yea that's what I want right now. not necessarily anything else - just a hg. I can work with the rest later. I'll talk to you later I guess. Au revoir mon ami. -Captain B.