EHHHhh, How you doing today? Today, I've got an interesting story to share and we're all going to love it and than move on. So today I was supposed to get picked up from my place of education and what should happen but the guy doesn't show up. Well, that's not all too bad; now I just have to either walk home or walk out to the bus stop (15/ twenty minutes out from my school) so I'm walking in the general direction of either way and what should occur? It starts to drizzle. Just my luck *shakes fists* So I either walk home in the rain or I catch the bus. I was fully ready to walk the 1.5 hours, but still, I decided to take the bus only because if I didn't, I would have missed a meeting with a great person so I deciced to take the bus ($3.00 cdn) and I got home at 3:58ish. Woo hoo. So I got in and ate some things and I was happy after we finished talking... almost like a sense of satisfaction. If you're thinking that it's the same girl that I was talking about in my previous entries, you're mistaken, actually, I didn't get to talk to her :o( But I got to talk to someone else and she's really nice and super awesome to talk to. Great person and I know she'll be able to make someone really happy one day - though, I'm not sure that she'd ever really accept that in it's entirety. And no I don't like like her- can't afford to like anyone right now and that includes that lady I've talked to you peoples about earlier. Anyway, enough about talk about these females, I might just end up saying something that'll make me look bad or make people think the wrong things *tugs @ collar* It's all good though. So what else is there to talk about? Oh yea, I'm such an idiot. I realy should have done that thing @ school tonight. It would have been so much fun and it defaintely would have given me the opprotunity to get closer to certain individuals. Next year though - I promised her that I'd be there next year. In a sense I guess I was somewhat worried because she does have a boyfriend and all; don't want to ensue any drama but still- anything's possible. I'm sure it doesn't matter much though, seeing as prom won't be for another year... actually, roughly a year and a month if you want an accurate approximation. I'm starting to think more about it... if that's even possible. I'm thinking that maybe I'll get some pictures up if and/or when it happens next year, but we'll see what goes down the night of. For all we know... well, nevermind, don't want to start getting into the pessimism of things. Odd how I wanted to I started to takl about one of my friends and then all of a sudden I went into something about prom. Almost seems like I want to take her eh? It'll never work - and the original lady I talked about earlier - the one the poem was for, she lives too far for me to take her. Would be nice if I could... would be nice if I could see her more often actually. Oh well, I'm off. Hopefully I can post this tomorrow. So it's Saturday and I am not extending my journal from yeaterday because I had more on my mind and such. What else was there to talk about? Oh yea today I had another in car lesson: went really well, though he doesn't like how I parallel park much. I get it in, and in actuality my method is better in case you need to correct or for any far you're driving, he's just very regimented in his ways. And the whole highway thing too... it was alright; easier becuase you're driving straighter and it's not filled with pedestrians, stop signs or bloody red lights. Just make sure that you know what you're doing,every movement is multiplied by an x amount based on the fact that you're travelling @ a higher rate of speed. I'm sure you already know this or really couldn't care. Personally, neither do I - but I'm attempting to stall in an attempt to remember what I really wanted to talk to you about and seeing as I still don't remember. Thus, I will come up with another pointless topic... So today we went out to look at a place up in the adjacent town. Not too bad. the people in my family like it and I'll admit, it is nice. very quiant in a side area away fromt he hussle/bussle and nonsense which some of the other areas possess. Seems clean and nice -something I could get use to. Still though - going to miss this old shack. Stupid reminicing and such. Gotta get out of that. Probably the music, in fact that's probably why I can't remember what I wanted to say. Blah. Something about drifting away from people too, just doesn't jive well with me. I hate it when you were so close with some one, you were such good friends with them and then all of a sudden they get a new group of friends, unintentionally, or one of the lines of connection is just cut. I don't know... just really doesn't sit well with me. Happened to two of my close friends, well, they use to be close anyway. I've lost both of them for sure - they both found other, better male friends... in essence, I've been replaced all together, but on a different level. They want someone they can have fun with- like the old saying goes " a good friend will be there to bail you out of jail. The better friend will be sitting beside you saying 'damn, that was good.'" or something like that - something to that effect it goes. That's basically the motto they're living by and I can both unerstand and respect that. Just the way life goes and whatever makes them happy; than by all means go for it. Who am I to stop or force you to something else? No one, that's who. Just remember who to call when you need something guys - remember who'll protect you and protect your interests when it comes down to it. Whoa, all of a sudden I feel like a radio commercial ad. Oh well. I guess when you start sounding like that you should go away eh? point taken. Alright, So I'm out of here. Take care of yourselves. Truly, -Captain B. Alone