Hello All, Sorry I haven't been on lately, since Tuesday I've had trouble getting into my own account. Oh well. So how is everyone doing? I hope everyone's doing good and all that jazz. I'm not going to lie to any of you, I had this long-ish entry pretyped to put on about being yourself and normal and all that great stuff, but I don't feel like posting it because, I don't believe that that's my mood right now. In fact - I know that that's not my mood. You know what? I'm in a damn good mood. I'm doing so good that I could take over this entire planet and not care about certain bad things. So, who's curious as to why I'm soo happy? anyone? I'll tell you why if you really want to know. Anyone? She loves me! SHE loves me. she told me yesterday night. We were sitting around you know - doing the usual and she told me that she really loves me and then.. well, skip that scene but we really started to get in deep conversation and all that stuff and I feel so damn accomplished and happy and successful because she loves me, and I love her and she's just so freakin' awesome!! And when I'm sitting there holding her in my arms God I just want to die. She's just so different from what I've ever expereienced - so much more sensual. It's not about the sex or anything (which, BTW, we haven't done) I just really enjoy the time I spend with her. We connect on such a different level that it's astonishing. How someone can do this to me just seem... not possible. *sigh* It's all so surreal and to be honest with you, when things turn out like this, it reminds me of why I'm going to wait on her and it's because she's worth it. Lovingly, -Captain B. Flustered