Backwards is in 16 days and Im totally freaking out. I dont have a dress. I have no idea how the hell Im gonna wear my hair and all this other sheet. God this sucks! Oh well..... I also need to go on a major diet. I just relized something. God. I was in the kitchen making a shake, and then my mom comes in and says OMG you didnt even have dinner! But the truth is i wasnt even hungry for dinner, cuz i had eaten like a freakin mofo after school cuz i hadnt eaten anything all day. The thing is, my mother probaly didnt even care that i hadnt eaten anything all day, and that fact that my body was probaly eating away at itself. But anyways, back to my story. So my mom said that i hadnt eated dinner and i should have any ice cream cuz ice cream is fatening (spelling). If i was skinny, i dont thimk she would even bother saying that its fatening, but the thiung is my parents have been telling me that im getting fat. when i look in the mirror, i dont see it ! oh well whatever, Ill just go on a diet and barely eat anything for thanksgiving tommarow. oh well. Thats all 4 now, xoxo, ~Amanda~