I need new friends. I need friends who will be there for me, it seems like ever since Monique left, my only true friend left too. Funny how I'm finally content with not having a boy, tbut I don't have the friends the take that place. Im just sick of it all. I'm sick of waiting for them to call, when I'm alone, and they are always together. They never end up calling. I'm just the one thats always left out. Ill explain later. I now hurt. Not a broken heart that only a boy can cause, but an abandoned heart, thats left alone in the put of my stomach. "I could tell from the moment I woke up It's gonna be another lonely lonely lonely lonely day. Everyone knows that somethings wrong, but nobody knows whats goin on." -Phantom Planet ugh. I think I just need to be saved. By someone who actually cares. ~Amanda