hahahahahhaha. I seriously dont really know what came over me. But when I was talking to colin...I told him I was frusterated, and that things were really different...how hw wasnt the same Colin that asked me to be his girlfriend 3 and a hlaf months ago. Then he sayed something about people changed...hahaha. This is when the fire was lit inside me...and I told him that I wasn't a clingy freshman..and I that I have become a strong person and all this crap that hes doing to me is bullshit..and I deserve better. hahaha. And all he had to say was ok. wow. So i said...ugh this is too hard..ill do it this way... Amanda: omg thats all you have to say? Colin: well what do you want me to say? then i really dont remember what was said after that... but I remember saying this: Amanda: you still havnt told me what you want Colin: I know. yah after that i dont remember..but right now..i feel accomplished...like I win. Colin ain't got shit on me. :)