why the hell did I wake up at 8:15 this morning when I'm absolutely EXHAUSTED? Weird. I'm somewhat happy...I think. The dance and game yesterday was actually a lot of fun- probaly because I set my "fun standards" pretty low. I'm to the point w/ um...I DON'T want to say his name because I've probaly said it like 10 million times in here...so for this entry...he will remain annonmymous. Anyways. I'm totally staisfied with how things are right now, in any way shape or form. I don't think I miss him as a boyfriend anymore. Who ever thought I'd ever say that? Marisa was right, it takes time. Well...it took me 3 months. Things got somewhat resolved with another boy. We had a nice little talk last night. "Okay go have fun with Jenifer" "Ugh...I dont like Jenifer!" "Then why are u kissin her?" "She was kissing me." theres more....but i just that that was hilarious. okay not really. haha thats the lamest thing I've ever heard. he called me half asleep last night when I was in the car and I told him I would call him back when I got home. Well, I called him like 15 mintues later and he wasnt picking up his phone. Nice try w/ trying to stay awake. Hopefully he calls me today. haha. at least I don't look like a monkey. i laugh. x0x0x0 Amanda