seems like all my friends get the guys. never me. too bad all my friends have to be so hot. being single again is like taking a walk down memory lane, and it hurts. seems like all it was back then was looking for a guy, and when i found someone, one of my friends snagged them. god damn. i wish i had colin. ever since we broke up i have been the most insecure person in the world. but when i was with him, he had this way of making me feel better about myself...and being insecure was the least of my worries. ugh. but now its just so hard. and when i think i find someone im interested in, and maybe it would take my mind off you-know-who...a friend snags him. oh well, just my luck. maybe its karma...to pay back for those 3 great months. because i am thankful for those...but i hate the fact that those days are gone. and now im all alone.