wow. thats all i have to say. When I look back on the past, I have a smile on my face. To see how innocent I was. But then, I went to a school called Ventura High...and little did I know...it would change everyhing. In middle school, I was in this little world. It was my world, and it didn't seem like anything was beyond it. But times have changed, along with my whole life. Looking back at eighth grade, I was in love with Eric Estrella but never could have him, because everyone was probaly blinded by my ugliness, my best friend was Zoe, and I had never ever come home like after 11. But wow. First of all, Zoe is gone. Long gone. I was standing there, with some friends of mine, looking at Zoe, laughing with her new friends, whom I have never seen befor...and she was drinking a soda. Probaly diet. Diet coke. Colin noticed, and he told me that Zoe was probaly one of his favorite friends of mine. He told me it would be alright, and that Freshman year is when everyone changes. Man. Colin. I can't beleive I didn't even know him last year. But for one thing, I dont know what the heck I'd do without him. He's like my other half. He IS my best friend. He's the person I call if something exciting happends, rather than one of my "girlfriends". Colin makes me complete. Thats all for now. -a beans