ha. i really wasnt feeling zesty. i dont even know what its like to feel zesty. oh well. i must be deprived of zestyness. too bad. ya so, maybe, possibly something good MIGHT happen, but i've learned not to trust anything anymore. i don't beleive it till it happeneds. friday? should be fun. maybe. shouldn't get my hopes up. but a certain someone is attractive, thats alll i have to say. im probaly in the most bitter-sarcastic mood right now. bite me. oops. so the title of my entry really doesn't make any sense...altough it does. one day u might have hope, u know, that everything is gonna be alright, then it floats away like a freaking balloon. i didn't pick a mood, because i don't even know what mood im in. lalala. im numb. that novicane gets to ya... i get to go out to lunch tommorrow. thank god. i just want to get away from school and stupid people for a little while. plus im going with eric. eric is tight.