This Spring Break has DEFINATLY been a wild ride. What a difference from last year. Last year was a Spring Break of security. Always someone to call and be there. This Spring Break definatly tested me. From start to finish. Begining? I was a girl falling for a wrong boy. What can I say? I even knew from the begining he wasn't a good one. Yah, sure he was nice, but the sincerity and appreciation wasn't there. He didn't deserve me. Especially for what he did, and how low it was. I just hope karma will be out to get him one day. It better. Random boys, I have like 4 new numbers in my phone which is nice. New people are good. I'm obviously drifting from my friends. I'm talking my close girlfriends. Katie, Julie and Jocelyn. I hung out with them only twice, and it was at the beginning. It's just good to know I've got other people. For awhile it seemed like they were all I had, and they weren't necessarily there for me. It's good we've all had our space though. So? New boy? Already? I swear, it's only been like 5 days. This one seems different. Far from Mr. Horny boy. FAR from it. He's cute, he's a gentlemen, he's sweet, what more could I ask for? But I don't think I'm ready to trust anyone right now. Hopefully I won't fall to fast. Just gotta keep that damn guard up for a while. He just seems like the type that would appreciate me, unlike the past FIVE boys I've been with. Jeeze. Plus he smells good. And he has a super comfy bed. :) haha. Love always, Amanda