I was going back to previous entries from last year and it seems to me that I had the worst self-esteem ever. It got pretty bad. It's kinda weird how I forgot about how unhappy I was at a point of last year. I'm certainly glad that's over. Seems like I've grown so much since last year. No matter what happends when it comes to boy, I'll always have my confidence. I've realized that being confident is one of the best things a person can be. So, whats his gay face keeps playing with my poor little paper heart. Actually not really. But now I'd say my heart is made of...rock? It's crazy to think how strong Allen made me. Speaking of Allen, he send me a text message the other day. Kinda threw me off, but I've definatly had self-control and not really talked to him. He was a dick, and he didn't deserve me. I don't miss him, I miss what we had. In the beginning at least. I'm off to the gym. Latro.