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From Go-Quiz.com entry from like two days ago.... And thats what you get for falling again You can never get him out of your head... Hmm. I really DON'T know whats going on and why I havn't talked to Allen all day. It's just weird, I basically talk to him like every hour, when I havn't talked to him this morning. I mean, really whats wrong. He hasn't called me or anything, which is weird. Maybe he's just sleeping. Or he's out boning another girl. I mean, he's not mine, but it's just weird. I knew I shouldn't have fallen for him so fast. I almost feel like crying because of this, it just always seems to happen. I think I'm just overreacting. I'm just fucking scarred for life. I don't know who to trust anymore. All I know, is I fell way too fast. Maybe he just wanted to get into my pants. Well, who fucking knows. -------------------------------------------- It turns out he was sleeping the whole entire time. I think I overreated just a LITTLE. I'm so taken away by Allen. He's the boy I've been looking for since the end of Colin and I, over a YEAR ago. But of course nothing is perfect. He leaves for college August 5th. I've given this a lot of thought, and maybe I should back off and not hang out with him and not fall for him and what not, but time doesn't matter right now. I'm happy with him, and he's a good guy for me. Even though we aren't anything offical and don't have a label on our relationship, I'm happy with it. Probaly because there is no confusion between us, and we act as though we are together. Who needs labels anyways? Does anyone ever kiss anyone and get really bored after a while? It's TOTALLY different w/ him. I could kiss him ALL night and not stop once. It's this weird chemistry we have. I have no arguments against that! Yeah well none of this probaly isn't of ANY intrest to any of you. oh well. My parents are leaving in a WEEK. yessss. freedom at last. thats all.