curse my dreams. bad dream last night. more like a nightmare. grr. i thought i was over it. well i am. then why did I dream about him? ill break it down for you. I was sleeping on a random bed in a random room. Then I wake up and Colin is standing in the doorway. He comes over and says a few things, I dont remember what, then kisses me. I was like no no you cant do this. And he smiles and kisses me again. I dont remember what happend after that...but I had told him that we needed to talk. So this whole dream like revolved around this talk. I barely remember it, but the dream ended with colin and his mom standing by the doorway saying bye to me. then i walked into the backyard. Weird. dreams are supposed to tell people things. what the hell does this tell me? that i want him back? i dont. grr