I have officially concluded that hanging out in pierpont on the beach isn't exactly the best place to be. Last night was Ventura Idol, and to be honest, only one of the contestants could sing. I mean seriously, I was on the verge of strangling myself due to singing that sounded more like my cat than anything. It was defiantly a disapointment. Bummer. So after we found out who won, we all boned out and went to In and Out. Yes In and Out, the first time I had been there with the guys, due to their old obsession of the Wienerschnitzle...however you may spell it. So In and Out was fun, and we were trying to figure out what to do. Everyone decides to bone out, in like the 5 cars that everyone piled into. D asked me to go with him so I did. They all said to meet at Jon's house. So me and D drop off food at his house for his little brother (who is freaking adorable) and then we heard out for Jon's. Once we get there everyones outside waiting for us, and told us to head to the beach so they can drink beer. That didn't sound very appealing to us, so we decide to go hunt for some rumored parties we had heard of. We went driving through Ondolando, Clear Point and Hidden Valley. We did eventually find a party, but it was more of the colligate type. Bummer. But to be honest, just driving around Ventura for a couple of hours wasn't nad at all, it gave us a chance to talk, which is something we really don't do that often because we really aren't that serious when we are around eachother. So when our party-hunting was over, we decide to go to the beach after all. Turns out everyone was wasted off their ass, but it was entertaining tos ee Anthony acting like an idiot, in a funny way. The beach ddin't turn out to be too bad, I actually enjoyed myself, but whoevers idea it was to go to the beach at night in the middle of winter is insane, it was freezing. I was exhausted last night also, and D was leaving and he said he could give me a ride home if I wanted one. Going home could have never sounded better, and the idea of sleeping at Katie's didn't sound appealing. So D took me home, and it was overall a good night. It's refreshing to actually feel wanted. ot in that way, but I just felt like me presence was ACTUALLY appreciated last night. It felt good. When I got home, who knows why, but I sent Colin a text message just saying Colin. I'm weird, who knows, but he called me and we talked for a while then we hung up. When I woke up this morning me phone had a text message. It was from Colin. "Goodnight Stinky, I hope you have an awesome weekend and don't worry, you're gonna come over soon and see my mom cuz she misses you :)" Well thanks buddy. that all. ~Amanda