umm yaaaa...im not so sure about this summer...I know it's gonna suck. I like havnt even done anything...at all. Laswt night I sat around the house. Yup. I realized I dont have any friends. I freaking called everyone, they were all doing things w/ other people and were out of town. Peice of crap. I also probally wont end up doing anything tonight also, even tho i probally should be hanging out w/ Colin...he's too busy worrying about himself doing whatever it is he's been doing. I dont know..I seriously think I'm being way selfish. But I dont know, maybe Im not. I mean, hes gonna be gone for a month in July..and when he gets back I leave for tahoe. I dont know. I really should stop being this selfish and self-centered. Im thinking we should break it off during the summer if we aren't even gonna see eachother. There's no point in me being tied down.