hmm. weird stuff. marisa was right. ha. yah colin called today. me him andmax and maybe other people were supposed to go to the beach but it was cloudy. he called. the first time i heard his voice in like a month and a half. he sounded sooo different. it like scared me. but yea. i think its good he sounded different. that way, i can tell myself that he isn;t the same, and even if we did get back together it would suck. yay me. i see him tommorow though. shit. thats alll show tommorow? ohhh yesss. its gonna be tight. cant wait :) x0x0 Amanda hmmmm i decided that i wanted to go and write more...so i will..ha ha *giggles* wow isa told me that hailey saw max and "the boy" (im getting sick of a. hearing his name and b. saying it...so he is now called boy) so hailey said that max and boy were talking and she didnt hear most of the conversation but all she heard was "okay well we can't let a girl ruin our friendship". haha they were talking about me. mother fucker. i was about to give max a chance. IM TRYING TO MOVE ON HERE AND SOMEONE IS GETTING IN THE WAY. whatever. no worries. i got tyty. :) ohhh yessss. tyty. im seein him friday. goddd. he's the hottest creature that has ever walked the planet. and for staurday night? he is my boy toy. oh yes. MINE. no one elses. :) funny funny funnnny. tyler says: he doesnt deserve you :) gotta love that boy. he puts me in the best mood. yaaaa ok now im gonna go. i might be back tho....who knows...im so unpredictable