oh gosh. Let me start by saying that I have like the best friends in the whole world, and this was like the best weekend of my sophmore year so far. I'm so glad that I've finally found people that I could spend hours with and just laugh and talk about the stupidest things in the world, without feeling like an idiot. This is what makes high school high school. Whoa. You will probally have a little bit of trouble comprehending that...heh. The fact that I don't feel like I have an obligation to call the person, and they call me so I don't have to feel like an idiot calling them to hang out. Okay I just like wrote an ode to my friends...hah. Anyways. Yah so Halloween wasn't too shabby, even though it didn't even feel like Halloween, except for the fact that I got to wear my costume to school, which was seriously as good as it gets. But all of us girls went to the football game. We are such losers. We drive to Santa Barbara, on Halloween, to sit in the rain and cold...to watch the boys lose and have them be mad all night. HAA. Oh well, we go to support the guys and they appreciate it. So that's all that matters. So after the game we go to Julie's house and Katie gets dropped off and was waiting for us to come back. Oh yeah...Derek's mom took us home. She's so freaking cute...and we were talking about Derek's love life and it was the funniest thing ever. Anyways. So when we get to Julie's house katie was talking to Kenny and he was on the bus. So we decide that we were gonna walk down to the parking lot to meet the boys. Oh gosh. So we like run from Julie's house to the parking lot at like 12 o'clock at night...and talked to a few of the guys and ended up by jumping in the back seet of brandon's car and went to in and out. brandon had to go home later, so he left and we (Julie, Jocelyn, Kenny,Kevin and I) at Julie's house and Kevin and Kenny ended by coming in. While Kevin and Jocelyn were in the other room, Kenny, Julie and I ended up by having an awesome conversation. I now respect Kenny. Saturday. I think we (as in my frrends and I) have concluded that Saturday was by far, the best night of Sophmore year. Well, so far. He called, which was a much needed call because I was started to freak out and put stupid ideas in my head. Us girls decided to go to Jocelyn's mansion to sleep over. There was absolutly NOTHING to do so we decided to have the guys over her house. By far, the best idea we have ever had. We all ended up drinking, but that is seriously when all the fun started. Katie was the FUNNIEST thing in like the whole entire world. J and I talked. A much needed talk. I asked him what he wanted, and he told me he wanted me to be happy. Hm. That sounds familiar. hah. But we ended up with decuded that we should be "together". I'm satsified with that. After the "talk" we somehow wound up in the closet and disapearing for a while...funny stuff. Then we come out and they had to go, and we open the bathroom door and find Dale passed out on the floor. Too funny. Then they leave, and me and Katie were getting worried because all the boys were drunk and had to drive home. Not thinking, and obviously being drunk, we walk outside and Chase J and N down. They were going on a walk to sober up. Me and katie ran after them...and ended up kissing them the whole time. We had to go, and Katie had to literally pry me away from J, which was humorous. Then we go back in and chill in the kitchen. Yesterday we all went to lunch to talk about the "events" I was at home alone for a while yesterday. I was blasting music and I decided to go upstairs and check my phone to see if I had any missed calls. Turns out I had one, and a voice message. It was him. It obviously made me happy, but was freaking out about calling him back. I sat there in my room debating whether to do so or not, then suddenly my phone rings and its him. Good thing he called again. I know I probaly wouldn't have. We ended up talking for two hours. Without having an awkward silence. go me. im done, ive probaly told this story like 100 times...so it probaly wasn't that good consudering how many times i've told it. amanda