hahahahahahahha. Im so pissed of right now. But find myself smiling and laughing all because Im so numb to it. haha. Yah, I bet Colni and I wont be lasting much longer. He told me "he needs his space". WHAT THE FUCK. Im not gonna freaking take this anymore. I'm not gonna wait for him "to make his decsion". Fuck. I told him that, he said well then its your decision what you want to do. I SWEAR TO GOD I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING A HOLE IN THE WALL AND STRANGLING HIM TO A LONG AND PAINFUL DEATH. :) Aren't I pleasant? Yah...I thought so. God, it's like he has me on a leash...at the palm of his hands. Hes just so fucking GAYYYYYY. But you know what...I fell so fucking powerful right now...like I can do anything. I should really take this to my advantage. *evil laugh*